Sunday, November 23, 2014

R8, P2, VLCD 48 Hours - Fussing and Stressed

Today's weight 173.2lbs. I'm sure the castor oil had a lot to do with it. Not hopeful that tomorrow will be another loss.

We performed "drive-by's" today, much to my dismay. I really wanted to just stay at home and rest today but, off we went. Then, hubby and I started arguing. Ugh! This would never have happened if we'd stayed home. Oh well. Tuesday will be another "look-see" day with our realtor. Perhaps I'll have Monday to "breathe" and forget about house hunting for a while.

Here's what I had today (I neglected to add the scrambled egg at breakfast. My mother took us out and insisted I eat. I figured that would be safest):


November 23rd, 2014 Write in your diary: How do you feel today?
Food Item Servings Cals Fat Cholest Sodium Carbs Sugars Fiber Protein
In-N-Out In-N-Out Burger Double Double W/ Onion Protein Style No Spread 1.00 440 30g 110mg 1,160mg 11g 7g 3g 33g
Foster Farms Chicken Breast Strips 1.00 100 2g 25mg 520mg 1g 1g 0g 19g

Totals
Cals Fat Cholest Sodium Carbs Sugars Fiber Protein


540 32g 135mg 1,680mg 12g 8g 3g 52

Saturday, November 22, 2014

R8, P2, VLCD 21 and 24 Hours LIW for Round 8

My LIW was 174.6 and today I was 175 even. Doing well, but ended up taking some disgusting castor oil this afternoon. Just thinking about that stuff makes me want to hurl. Next time, it'll be Ex-Lax or something more pleasant. Ew! Pretty much all of my food headed south today. I can imagine tomorrow's weight will be low and inaccurate. Oh, well.

It rained all day today. It was lovely. We really haven't had a lot of fall, rainy days and I enjoy them. We were supposed to get snow, but this was so much better. The girls had Garlic/Parmesan grilled cheese sandwiches and chicken noodle soup for lunch. I envied them. The rest of the afternoon, my youngest was in my room watching movies (Pretty in Pink and Bustin' Loose) while she drew. She seemed to enjoy time with mommy.

Finally, this evening, we went to a hypnotist show. Both girls had a blast, as did I. I'm glad I decided to have a girl's night out with them.

Looking forward to my awesome, protein-filled breakfast on Tuesday. Yeah! Here's what I had (or rather, what left me) today:

November 22nd, 2014 Write in your diary: How do you feel today?

Food Item Servings Cals Fat Cholest Sodium Carbs Sugars Fiber Protein
Orange Roughy 1.00 200 3g 68mg 538mg 5g 1g 0g 20g
Marketside Classic Iceberg Salad 0.50 8 0g 0mg 5mg 2g 1g 1g 1g
Maple Grove Farms Sugar Free Raspberry Vinaigrette 1.00 5 0g 0mg 140mg 1g 0g 0g 0g
Wendy's Double Stack w/Cheese, plain, no bun 1.00 270 19g 85mg 720mg 0g 0g 0g 23g

Totals
Cals Fat Cholest Sodium Carbs Sugars Fiber Protein


483 22g 153mg 1,403mg 7g 2g 1g 43g

Thursday, November 20, 2014

R8, P2, VLCD 20 - Almost There

Today's weight: 174.8lbs. Nearly there! I have one more injection and then the three days of VLCD. On Tuesday, it's a wonderful, low-carb breakfast for me: eggs, sausage and cottage cheese. I can't tell you how excited I am about that.

As for my size, I see most of the loss in my stomach and face. It's nice to see my waist again. I'm pleased with what I've done  (even with the occasional cheats). It will be good to see the success in the pictures we take. I'll remain diligent with the low-carbing, even during P4. It's really my lifestyle. I'm not as excited about breads as I used to be.

Still house hunting. We found out that the house we really liked is no longer an option. Boo! The good news is that we can look at things a little higher in (what we thought was) our budget. Yeah! Thank you God for taking care of us. I hope and pray we find something soon. I'm so ready to get out of this apartment. (Forgot my Ashwagandha today. I missed it. I won't forget it tomorrow).

Here's what I had:

November 20th, 2014 Write in your diary: How do you feel today?
Food Item Servings Cals Fat Cholest Sodium Carbs Sugars Fiber Protein
Wendy's Double Stack w/Cheese, plain, no bun 2.00 540 38g 170mg 1,440mg 0g 0g 0g 46g
Wendy's Wendy's Side Salad, No croutons, No dressing 1.00 25 0g 0mg 30mg 5g 3g 2g 1g
Orange Roughy 1.00 200 3g 68mg 538mg 5g 1g 0g 20g

Totals
Cals Fat Cholest Sodium Carbs Sugars Fiber Protein


765 41g 238mg 2,008mg 10g 4g 2g 67g

Wednesday, November 19, 2014

R8, P2, VLCD 19 - The 1's and 9's

Today's weight: 175.4lbs. A bit of a loss is always good, even with the cheats. I had about 100 more calories today than I normally have, but it was all protein. I'm pretty sure I'll be okay.

We spent the afternoon running errands and evening driving around looking at homes. We looked at 9 total. Here's the run down:

1. The first house was all brick in a lovely neighborhood. The basement isn't done.
2. The owners decided painting their garage door and front door would improve it's potential. No.

The house smelled like dogs and the master bedroom was teeny tiny.
3. A house that most definitely belongs to grandma. The layout is nice and the basement is done. It also has a killer back deck.
4. Our number one pick; a short sale/split level. Normally, I hate split levels (grew up in one), but this one is lovely. The kitchen is awesome and it has some really great features. 
5. We didn't like the neighborhood, so didn't even go inside.
6. Hardly a yard and no fence. Didn't go inside this one, either.
7. Belongs to a cop and would be nice, but the layout is so choppy. The master bedroom is non-existent.
8. Nice neighborhood, across the street from a state trooper selling his home. The layout downstairs is much nicer than the upstairs.
9. Nice neighborhood, beautiful home with custom updates. The owner truly loves this home, but it's pricier than we can afford.
10. In the area that would keep my kids in their current school zone. The house is older, but with an open floor plan. Hubby is not as excited, but I sure like it's coziness.

Now, it's time to hurry up and wait. We'll be prayerful that God puts the right house in our path. Here's what I had today:


November 19th, 2014 Write in your diary: How do you feel today?
Food Item Servings Cals Fat Cholest Sodium Carbs Sugars Fiber Protein
Boneless, Skinless Baked Chicken Breast 1.00 120 3g 50mg 410mg 0g 0g 0g 24g
Wendy's Double Stack w/Cheese, plain, no bun 2.00 540 38g 170mg 1,440mg 0g 0g 0g 46g

Totals
Cals Fat Cholest Sodium Carbs Sugars Fiber Protein


660 41g 220mg 1,850mg 0g 0g 0g 70g

Tuesday, November 18, 2014

R8, P2, VLCD 18 - You Can't Have That

Today's weight: 175.6lbs. The chocolate yesterday, as I stated, is sugar free. Therefore, it has sugar alcohol and protein. The net carbs are something like 2 or three. Anyway, I had another bar today. I think it must be "cycle" time, or eating for stress. Gotta stop it! Anyway, I'm feeling like the topic a lot (even though I'm having psuedo cheats). Even more so because we took our house list favorites to our agent and found out that none of the houses we want are available. Ugh! It was back to the drawing board and I saw "nothing" that screamed "my new home". Tomorrow, we go exploring inside. I'm prayerful we find something we truly like.

Here's what I had today:

ovember 18th, 2014 Write in your diary: How do you feel today?

Food Item Servings Cals Fat Cholest Sodium Carbs Sugars Fiber Protein
Wendy's Double Stack w/Cheese, plain, no bun 1.00 270 19g 85mg 720mg 0g 0g 0g 23g
Wendy's Wendy's Side Salad, No croutons, No dressing 1.00 25 0g 0mg 30mg 5g 3g 2g 1g
Boneless, Skinless Baked Chicken Breast 1.00 120 3g 50mg 410mg 0g 0g 0g 24g
Amber Lyn Chocolates Sugar Free Dark Chocolate 1.00 170 12g 0mg 25mg 19g 0g 2g 2g

Totals
Cals Fat Cholest Sodium Carbs Sugars Fiber Protein


585 34g 135mg 1,185mg 24g 3g 4g 50g

Monday, November 17, 2014

R8, P2, VLCD 17 - A "Pop" of Red

Today's weight was 176.6lbs. Happy to see even a little loss and wondering if the same will be true for tomorrow. I'm cheating again. Shame on me! Had some sugar free chocolate (so the carb amount will be off, since it's sugar alcohol), but still a no-no. Hoping that I can stop this madness, since this is my last week. I did have a good dinner and am already feeling ready for bed.

The "pop" of red? My new hair? Madison from Sensationnel synthetics in color DX1BR. So fun!

Here's what I had:

November 17th, 2014 Write in your diary: How do you feel today?

Food Item Servings Cals Fat Cholest Sodium Carbs Sugars Fiber Protein
Boneless, Skinless Baked Chicken Breast 1.00 120 3g 50mg 410mg 0g 0g 0g 24g
Tom Yum Gai with Mixed Asian Vegetables 1.00 166 9g 47mg 1,119mg 5g 1g 1g 16g
Amber Lyn Chocolates Sugar Free Dark Chocolate Truffles 1.00 150 11g 0mg 22mg 17g 0g 2g 2g
Beef Pot Roast 3.00 183 6g 60mg 48mg 0g 0g 0g 29g
Stir Fried Chinese Cabbage 1.00 122 10g 0mg 252mg 2g 0g 1g 1g

Totals
Cals Fat Cholest Sodium Carbs Sugars Fiber Protein


741 39g 157mg 1,850mg 24g 1g 4g 73g
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Sunday, November 16, 2014

R8, P2, VLCD 16 - Cold and Needing Comfort

Arose to 176.8lbs today. Pretty sure the salty Miso is to blame and also the lack of true weight from the void I had, yesterday. With a void like that, I would have lost two pounds without the HCG. Anyway, this is probably closer to what I should have been in the first place.

Today, we went to church and then drove to the houses we're "eye-balling" in our city. It's nice to dream and I'll be thrilled when we actually by; however, I don't want to put the cart before the horse. There maybe other options that we're not aware of (such as foreclosures, additional short sales and brand new listings). We meet with our realtor on Tuesday and I'm hopeful he'll have more to show us. Things are getting rather thin around here.

I prepared a crock-pot, pot roast today. So yummy! I used Lipton Onion soup mix, had my allotted amount along with some cabbage. The chicken I had today came from a burrito (I just ate the guts). Not sure if the amount of salt will sabotage me. The good news is that this is my last week and the weekend is over. I do much better during the week.

Here's what I had:

November 16th, 2014 Write in your diary: How do you feel today?
Food Item Servings Cals Fat Cholest Sodium Carbs Sugars Fiber Protein
grilled chicken with onions 1.00 292 10g 116mg 348mg 5g 0g 1g 29g
Folgers Hazelnut Coffee 1.00 1 0g 0mg 5mg 0g 0g 0g 0g
Hood Half and Half 1.00 40 4g 15mg 20mg 1g 1g 0g 1g
Celestial Seasonings Sleepytime Herb Tea 1.00 0 0g 0mg 0mg 0g 0g 0g 0g
Beef Pot Roast 3.00 183 6g 60mg 48mg 0g 0g 0g 29g
Celestial Seasonings Peach Blossom Green Tea 1.00 0 0g 0mg 0mg 0g 0g 0g 0g
3 Olive Vodka 3 Olive Cherry Vodka 2.00 138 0g 0mg 0mg 0g 0g 0g 0g

Totals
Cals Fat Cholest Sodium Carbs Sugars Fiber Protein


654 20g 191mg 421mg 6g 1g 1g 59g

Saturday, November 15, 2014

R8, P2, VLCD 15 - "People Die at the Fair"

Today's weight: 174.6lbs. I woke up super early with the need to void. Sometimes I think the big voids throw off my numbers but, I'll take it.

We watched a Million Ways to Die in the West tonight and laughed heartily. I am a Seth McFarlane  fan and knew what to expect. His off-color humor is funny to me, but I know it can offend others (be warned).

I had a nice, relaxing day until I had to go out to Hobby Lobby for my daughter. What the what?! I was totally not thinking about insane, Christmas shoppers already being out. The traffic was ludicrous and the crowds were maddening. I will avoid stores on weekends until after the new year, thank you (if I can help it).

Here's what I had today:

November 15th, 2014 Write in your diary: How do you feel today?
Food Item Servings Cals Fat Cholest Sodium Carbs Sugars Fiber Protein
Wendy's Double Stack w/Cheese, plain, no bun 1.00 270 19g 85mg 720mg 0g 0g 0g 23g
Wendy's Wendy's Side Salad, No croutons, No dressing 1.00 25 0g 0mg 30mg 5g 3g 2g 1g
Dungeness Crab Legs 1.00 94 1g 65mg 321mg 1g 0g 0g 19g
Celestial Seasonings Sleepytime Herb Tea 1.00 0 0g 0mg 0mg 0g 0g 0g 0g
Kikkoman Tofu Miso Soup, Instant 1.00 35 1g 0mg 740mg 3g 0g 0g 3g

Totals
Cals Fat Cholest Sodium Carbs Sugars Fiber Protein


424 21g 150mg 1,811mg 9g 3g 2g 46g

R8, P2, VLCD 14 - Comfort Cooking

Today's weight: 176.6lbs. So grateful for the loss! I was really good and drank a ton. I also got a good night's sleep. I'm sure the sleep also helped, since the night before, hubby kept me up till way past midnight.

I kept the meals very, very simple and lean for myself; however, I did "do it up" for the family tonight by making homemade chicken pot pie. Actually, I made two (because I know the nature of my
family). The chicken came from a store-bought rotisserie, the veggies were steam fresh and I used chicken stock rather than broth. The girls loved it. Hubby did as well, but wanted more meat. I also made the family my guinea pigs for another experimental cake: Cherry Bundt. I did not do a syrup, however, due to my inebriation towards the end of the evening. This didn't seem to matter to the eldest, who had two slices, and was quite happy with the two just the way they were.

Here's what I had today:

November 14th, 2014 Write in your diary: How do you feel today?

Food Item Servings Cals Fat Cholest Sodium Carbs Sugars Fiber Protein
White Rotisserie Chicken Breast 1.00 196 4g 0mg 0mg 0g 0g 0g 35g
Twinings English Breakfast Tea 1.00 0 0g 0mg 0mg 0g 0g 0g 0g
Simple Sauteed Shrimp 1.00 123 6g 165mg 1,353mg 1g 0g 0g 18g
Pinnacle Whipped Cream Vodka 1.00 133 0g 0mg 0mg 8g 0g 0g 0g

Totals
Cals Fat Cholest Sodium Carbs Sugars Fiber Protein


452 9g 165mg 1,353mg 8g 0g 0g 53g

Thursday, November 13, 2014

R8, P2, VLCD 13 - And Up and Up and Up...

Today's weight: 178.2lbs. Ugh! So disgusted that this is happening. No void for days and the urine is a trickle. I haven't done the apple cider vinegar yet (I've sort of been avoiding it). No more waiting. It's going down tonight. I hope there's some relief tomorrow. I also plan to do another super cleanse along with it. Jesus take the wheel with my water retention and weight increase!


November 13th, 2014 Write in your diary: How do you feel today?

Food Item Servings Cals Fat Cholest Sodium Carbs Sugars Fiber Protein
Boneless, Skinless Baked Chicken Breast 1.00 120 3g 50mg 410mg 0g 0g 0g 24g
Celestial Seasonings Sleepytime Herb Tea 1.00 0 0g 0mg 0mg 0g 0g 0g 0g
Black Coffee (decaf) 1.00 5 0g 0mg 0mg 1g 0g 0g 0g
Wendy's Double Stack w/Cheese, plain, no bun 1.00 270 19g 85mg 720mg 0g 0g 0g 23g
Traditional Medicinals Organic Chamomile Tea 1.00 0 0g 0mg 0mg 0g 0g 0g 0g

Totals
Cals Fat Cholest Sodium Carbs Sugars Fiber Protein


395 22g 135mg 1,130mg 1g 0g 0g 47g

Wednesday, November 12, 2014

R8, P2, VLCD 12 - The Enemy has Returned

Today's weight: 177.4lbs. Somewhat not surprised and feeling extra bloated to boot. The salt is hanging on. Ugh! I've been drinking all day and barely going to the bathroom. I also took a super cleanse and I may just go ahead and do two tablespoons of apple cider vinegar. The two together seem to get things moving and help me flush away the fluids. I'm in need, desperate need!

The day was pretty good, despite still dealing with frozen temperatures. I'm in the midst of trying to get a lesson plan together for Girl Scouts this Friday. The badge I'd like to work on is My Family History. I thought it appropriate; especially considering the time of the year. I hope I can find some fun things for us to do and I'm prayerful they'll listen and gain something from the experiences.

We finally received the paperwork we were waiting on to ditch our timeshare. Woohoo! So excited that we won't have to worry about dues and maintenance fees anymore. We've found that we can book a condo that's nicer and less expensive, even on the fly. It was fine to have a few years back. Now, it's just another way money is being siphoned from the budget.

Here's what I had today (praying that it will not cause me to retain/gain anymore):

November 12th, 2014 Write in your diary: How do you feel today?

Food Item Servings Cals Fat Cholest Sodium Carbs Sugars Fiber Protein
Traditional Medicinals Organic Chamomile Tea 1.00 0 0g 0mg 0mg 0g 0g 0g 0g
Ralphs Hamburger Patty 80 / 20 1.00 290 23g 25mg 75mg 0g 0g 0g 7g
Fajita Chicken 1.00 134 4g 58mg 365mg 3g 2g 0g 22g
Stir Fried Chinese Cabbage 1.00 122 10g 0mg 252mg 2g 0g 1g 1g

Totals
Cals Fat Cholest Sodium Carbs Sugars Fiber Protein


546 37g 83mg 692mg 5g 2g 1g 30g

Tuesday, November 11, 2014

R8, P2, VLCD 11 - 29 degrees is No Bueno

Today's weight: 176.2lbs this morning. I took my girls to school, then promptly hurried back under the covers when I got home. So cold! The weather lady said a Canadian wind was to blame. Canada, please keep your winds to yourself. Yeesh!

Hubby and I spent the day together, for the most part. We did some consignment shopping for the girls (50% off the entire day for Veteran's day). Some of the clothes were for my oldest for the winter months, while the rest was for her costume for her class play. I also performed a bit of Christmas shopping, since both girls were at school. I purchased a new onsie for the youngest as well as some drawing stencils. The oldest wants "decorating" items for whenever we buy our next home. I ordered a few things for her to use in decorating her bathroom (assuming she has one).

I'm trying to wind my head around what to do for my Brownie group this Friday for Girl Scouts. Hopefully, I'll come up with something before it's too late.

Here's what I had today:

November 11th, 2014 Write in your diary: How do you feel today?
1,114 582 0 582
Food Item Servings Cals Fat Cholest Sodium Carbs Sugars Fiber Protein
Traditional Medicinals Organic Chamomile Tea 1.00 0 0g 0mg 0mg 0g 0g 0g 0g
Ground Beef* 1.00 170 8g 65mg 70mg 0g 0g 0g 23g
Fresh Express Lettuce Shreds 0.33 5 0g 0mg 3mg 1g 1g 0g 0g
Chopped Onions 0.15 10 0g 0mg 0mg 2g 1g 0g 0g
Chopped Tomatoes 0.15 15 0g 0mg 0mg 1g 1g 0g 0g
shredded cheddar cheese 1.00 28 2g 7mg 44mg 0g 0g 0g 2g
Daisy Light Sour Cream 0.50 20 1g 5mg 13mg 1g 1g 0g 1g
Fajita Chicken 1.50 201 6g 87mg 548mg 5g 3g 0g 33g
Pinnacle Whipped Cream Vodka 1.00 133 0g 0mg 0mg 8g 0g 0g 0g

Totals
Cals Fat Cholest Sodium Carbs Sugars Fiber Protein


582 18g 164mg 677mg 17g 6g 0g 59g

I'm suspecting an upswing, due to the salt and carbs. We'll see what tomorrow brings.

Monday, November 10, 2014

R8, P2, VLCD 10 - Bringing Sexy Back

Today's weight: 176lbs. I put on my size 10 jeans today and everything fell into place. Nice! Hubby and I had "make up", sexy times last night (so glad for that) and then, the weirdest thing. I couldn't go back to sleep. Perhaps it was the adrenaline or maybe it was the crazy north winds that blew in last night. The alarm went off at 6:00 and there was nothing to wake up from.

We went driving around, house hunting today. Lots of fun, but some homes were way far out. Also had my youngest daughter's teacher/parent conference. She's doing fantastic and is basically brilliant. So proud of my girl!

Here's what I had:

November 10th, 2014 Write in your diary: How do you feel today?

Food Item Servings Cals Fat Cholest Sodium Carbs Sugars Fiber Protein
Black Coffee (decaf) 1.00 5 0g 0mg 0mg 1g 0g 0g 0g
Milk 0.33 21 1g 0mg 25mg 2g 2g 0g 1g
Boneless, Skinless Baked Chicken Breast 1.00 120 3g 50mg 410mg 0g 0g 0g 24g
Boneless, Skinless Baked Chicken Breast 1.00 120 3g 50mg 410mg 0g 0g 0g 24g
Tesco Hot and Spicy Chicken Wings 1.00 180 12g 0mg 780mg 1g 0g 0g 16g
Pinnacle Whipped Cream Vodka 0.75 100 0g 0mg 0mg 6g 0g 0g 0g

Totals
Cals Fat Cholest Sodium Carbs Sugars Fiber Protein


546 19g 100mg 1,625mg 9g 2g 0g 65g
P.S. totally went into panic mode with the kids in the car, then realized I hadn't taken my Ashwagandha today. Oh no! I've become just to it's wonders and magic. I will do my very, very best not to miss again.

Sunday, November 09, 2014

R8, P2, VLCD 9 - Ostracized

Woke up to my Friday weight of 177.4lbs. Happy to see that number (wonder if it will hang on for dear life or leave tomorrow. I guess we'll see).

Due to the  current, turbulent situation at my house, I indulged in a little "whipped" this morning. I think I'll need to stock up and replace my supply tomorrow. We'll see how it goes.

Went to church, ran some errands, created a Disney playlist for my girls. Aside from that, it was pretty quiet. Hubby is talking a little, but not much. Oddly, I slept 10 hours last night and dreamed about an old boyfriend. He'd had an asthma attack, after learning about the death of a friend. When he was delivered to me at some swanky hotel, I helped him in along with his albueterol tank/treatment. I knew it was off because he seemed frail (which I know he isn't). I also dreamed about a hex and someone trying to cast happy spells, only to be thwarted every time (due to the hex). Dang these HCG hormones. They have me dreaming like I do when I'm preggers.

Here's what I had today:

November 9th, 2014 Write in your diary: How do you feel today?

Food Item Servings Cals Fat Cholest Sodium Carbs Sugars Fiber Protein
Gevalia Ground Coffee, House Blend 1.00 1 0g 0mg 5mg 0g 0g 0g 0g
Hood Half and Half 1.00 40 4g 15mg 20mg 1g 1g 0g 1g
Hamburger Dill Pickles 1.00 0 0g 0mg 370mg 0g 0g 0g 0g
Heinz Ketchup 0.75 11 0g 0mg 143mg 3g 3g 0g 0g
Hamburg Pattie 85 % lean 1.00 240 17g 0mg 75mg 0g 0g 0g 21g
French's Mustard 0.50 0 0g 0mg 28mg 0g 0g 0g 0g
Dungeness Crab Legs 2.00 188 2g 129mg 642mg 2g 0g 0g 38g
Asparagus (Cooked with Salt) 1.00 13 0g 0mg 144mg 3g 1g 1g 1g
Pinnacle Whipped Cream Vodka 0.75 100 0g 0mg 0mg 6g 0g 0g 0g

Totals
Cals Fat Cholest Sodium Carbs Sugars Fiber Protein


593 23g 144mg 1,426mg 14g 5g 1g 62g
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Saturday, November 08, 2014

R8, P2, VLCD 8 - Can I Start the Day Again?

Today's weight: 178.4lbs. I suspect yesterday's little "cheat" did me in (or is it the salt finally catching up with me?) At any rate, tried to play it fairly safe today, just to be sure. The truth is, the next few pounds are tricky, since this is a weight I've "lived" in, in the past, for long periods of time. A static weight, so to speak. It will be good if I can get out of this zone sooner rather than later.

The day was pretty productive. I took care of my youngest daughter's hair (we watched Harry and the Hendersons). She loved it. I heard her sniffling towards the end. It does pull at the heart strings, that's for sure. Then, we spent an hour or two cleaning the apartment. I was dismayed when my hubby came home and fussed at my eldest for not vacuuming, especially after she took the initiative to do some of the work herself. Then, his frustration was directed at me. Not good. The rest of the evening has been filled with silence. We shopped in silence, we drove in silence and we came home in silence. So much for a nice weekend.

I'm trying not to let it get me down. Very glad that I have the help that I have now, otherwise I would be totally stressing out. I have decided that an early bed time would be best. Is there any way I can start the day over again?

Here's what I had:

November 8th, 2014 Write in your diary: How do you feel today?
1,128 344 0 344
Food Item Servings Cals Fat Cholest Sodium Carbs Sugars Fiber Protein
Dole Field Greens Salad Mix 0.75 15 0g 0mg 11mg 3g 2g 2g 1g
Hamburger Dill Pickles 1.00 0 0g 0mg 370mg 0g 0g 0g 0g
Heinz Ketchup 0.50 8 0g 0mg 95mg 2g 2g 0g 0g
Dole Field Greens Salad Mix 1.00 20 0g 0mg 15mg 4g 2g 2g 1g
Alessi White Balsamic Vinegar 1.00 10 0g 0mg 0mg 3g 3g 0g 0g
Gevalia Ground Coffee, House Blend 1.00 1 0g 0mg 5mg 0g 0g 0g 0g
Hood Half and Half 0.50 20 2g 8mg 10mg 1g 1g 0g 1g
Celestial Seasonings Sleepytime Herb Tea 1.00 0 0g 0mg 0mg 0g 0g 0g 0g
Wendy's Double Stack w/Cheese, plain, no bun 1.00 270 19g 85mg 720mg 0g 0g 0g 23g
Celestial Seasonings Sleepytime Herb Tea 1.00 0 0g 0mg 0mg 0g 0g 0g 0g

Totals
Cals Fat Cholest Sodium Carbs Sugars Fiber Protein


344 21g 93mg 1,226mg 13g 9g 4g 26g